Mel Gibson - who has been accused of domestic violence against Oksana Grigorieva, the mother of his 11-month-old daughter Lucia – emailed his former partner to apologise for his behaviour towards her. The morning after he allegedly attacked Oksana on January 6, 2010, damaging one of her teeth, Mel sent Oksana a message asking “How’s your tooth?”, followed by a second email an hour later stating:“I want to tell you how uspeakably sorry I am. (sic)”
In another email sent from the actor’s iPhone on March 2, he wrote:
“I really am losing my grip. I desperately need a solution. Sorry it has to affect you. I can’t stand anything any more… I’m stuck. I try to be ok but it overpowers me & i’m something I don’t want to be. It’s a primal scream thing. The pain is too great & everywhere I turn is making it heavier. Oh to have peace! Oh to have joy. Oh to be able to provide it for another. I’m a f**king failure. (sic)”
Mel – who has accused his former lover of trying to extort money from him – admitted in another email on March 7 that he was terrified of his “outbursts”.The 54-year-old star said:
“I love you… I was terrified of where we were going & my outbursts & the potential for damage. I felt a high degree of agitation in you when u left tonight. I’m sorry. I guess I’m in a process of being torn down so I can rebuild.”
Meanwhile, in other e-mails, Oksana, who has said she feared for her life, sent Mel a message telling him not to be so hard on himself and professing her love for him. Oksana is so clearly a money-grubbing liar. She is apparently trying to fix her public image. Well, note to Oksana – first thing you have to do is SHUT UP!